Borgy borgy borgy

{ January 26, 2009 @ 7:39 pm } · { What it is. }

I’ve been doing some thinking and I realized some things about myself and what I require from any romantic relationships that I may have in the future. The following is a list of those things.

1. I can’t be around someone every second of every day. If I don’t have time to myself, it makes me feel like my soul is collapsing in on itself like a dying star.

2. If someone isn’t supportive of my art, they need to get the fuck right on out of my face. I am well aware of the fact that I cannot, at this point in my life, only rely on my art as my main source of income. But I still have goals and dreams and I can’t even think about being around someone if they’re not going to support them.

3. Good taste in music is crucial. If someone likes bad music, I can’t keep from questioning his sanity.

The list is not huge, but I only recently realized that I have never had a relationship with anyone who met ANY of these requirements.

On another note, I need to learn to play the guitar. I have one. It just sits there and and looks at me all day, mocking me. I know how much patience it’s going to require, this learning business, so the task is somewhat daunting right now. I would just really love to be able to write and record some damn songs… instead of relying on someone else to play for me. It sucks to have ideas for songs and not have any way to flesh them out. Once I cash my paycheck, I will probably go and buy some new strings for the guitar and give it a go.

I just had some chocolate milk and it made me feel sloshy and gross.

Here, look. And then tell me what the fuck.

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